Living My Life

from the beginning of the year during spring break kinda thing, i had a thing called school of leaders at my church. One of the things we had to do was ask god a question and pray that god will write the answer through you. so the first question was what does god think of me. and i remember that what god wrote to me through me was that all my friends, no matter how much they never wanted to come to church and with all the non belief that it was possible for them to come to church from their past. god said that they would come to church with the help of prayer and believing in god. And now i look at my church now and all the people that i was hoping to come to the church had came and stayed. Gods glory is the best thing in the world, <3GOD<3

Instead of really planning the far future together, I hope that we can enjoy the time we have now more than anything, because spending those precious moments to me is more important than things that could be done later in the future.

Out of everything i ever heard this is the line i HATE the most out of it all. So what if i’m a pussy boy for not drinking, maybe i want to be above the influence for my life, that doesnt make me a pussy boy. So what if i dont want to do drugs or try weed one day, you can call me a pussy boy for that too if you like but im just being a person that doesnt want to try and be the one that gets messed up in the end and find out that i am one of the ones that cant stop and gets addicted. So what if i dont wanna break rules, yeah i will sometimes but not for major stuff, its because i want to be a person that doesnt need to get involved with the law. So what if i decide to not take out the car because there is nothing stopping me, i wont because i dont want to get in the risk of crashing or getting caught by any of my family members that know i am going against rules. So you know what, if calling me pussy boy is what makes you happy then fine, go ahead, cause if trying to make my family proud and not make my mom sad or mad over things like that, im fine with those things. And if you stop being a friend over something like this then what kind of friend are you in the first place. A friend that gives up on you from you not doing sumthing that they wanted is not a true friend at all. So call me pussy boy all you like, i’ll be it if it means following in gods footsteps and making my family proud.

i cant believe he did that, he knew not for go over the wall to say hi to the unicorn but he jus kept saying the unicorn was over there lolz. nah but here is a dumb story my friend told me when he wus bored, and no he is not stoned or anything, he jus cool liddat. He see’s unicorns!! LMAO. but yeah he says that when you fart then a unicorn baby was born and the smell of your fart is when the evil unicorn is coming, there are unicorns all around us and they dont like you saying unicorn. they have spies lolz, and you can never point at them ever. lolz. story time done cuz i tired lolz SHOOOOOOOTZZZZZZZ PPEEEEEEEEEEEEEOPLLES nite lolz (^-^) TEEHEE

A cwalker is who I am

Is what I am

Whenever I cwalk, it let’s me express

Express everything that I’m not

And not what I am

Cwalker’s are dancer’s

Not gang member’s

A dance that must be put

Put into performance and not word’s

If you do not perform

Then dance your heart out

Dance to express

Not to impress

Dance is not something to put away

It’s something to harness

Something to teach

Something to love

A dancer dance’s to dance

If you dance for people

People who hate it

Then do it

Dancing can be a savior

It can save live’s

Never kill’s it

Cwalking is a form of dance

Not a gang sign

Dance is life

-Zoneout-

i couldnt believe how great bible studies was last night, at first with the people that were there i had the worst feeling in the world. But it became soo great and good after. We are merely at the beginning of the gate which is where its all good and stuff, if we think that it will always be like that with no pain then how can we live? everything no matter what has a pain that it goes through, the end of the gate is the destruction. And this generation hasnt seen the full potential of gods power yet. William Seymore, Smith Wigglesworth, Billy graham, A A Allen, Oral Roberts, Kenneth Hagrin, RW Shambach, Benny Hinn, Sheryl Brady, Reinhard bonnke, and TD Jakes, all people that have done many big miracles in this world that has been noticed world-wide. from past to present and continuing forward on to the generations after us. We all act like we have hard times, these people had harder times, but through god they became people that had a strong belief in god and spread the word. when is was time to go and just pray to god, he gave visions that i was so amazed at, that i never thought i’d actually see in my life. My mother has a disease called chrons, it deals with the stomach and always gives her problems on a daily basis. She has gone through surgeries to try and get through this and to try and get rid of it, but it never did work before. I had always tried to help out to make it easier, but it was always so hard. Once when she went with her ex to oahu to say goodbye to his dad which past away in the month she was gone, at that time i was a bad son, not doing my responsibilities because I just wanted to go out and cruz or something, so she left me letter saying that it didnt seem to her that i loved her, and that she hopes this letter hits me in some way, I cried for one week straight until i told her everything and that I was so sorry, and she forgave me. And last night my favorite vision, showed me that letter, and showed me the times when she went to surgery, and then all of a sudden he showed me her with no pain at all, with my whole family, friends, church and all, just all having a good time and her coming out saying that she has been healed with her disease not in her at all. This vision, it made me the happiest in my life, this is the power of god, I’m glad to have come to him.