Living My Life

I LOVE LINDEL ILEANA INIBA ;DD

SECOND DAY IN A ROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BESTESTESTESTEST DAY EVER IN THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just strictly cruz with my love, yesterday wus beach, walmart, fun factory and genki sushi, today wus her house, barrio, walmart, and my house, SERIOUSLY THE BEST EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;DDD

real truth : i seriously dont know what im doing, not at all, in everything i do, i am a fucking dumbass and im just trying to get through each day as fast as i can because i always get hurt sometime during each day. the hardest thing to do is letting go, and its true, right now i just dont know what to do, i feel like my world isslowly creating its own destruction and that the destruction is coming closer and closer with each passing second, i want to see the truth behind my life, i dont want to just get through each day to just live it, i want to know my purpose for my life, purpose in everything i do, if not then i just feel like its nothing at all, i just feel my world tumbling down right now :(

close the doors, shut the windows, let me scream till nothing comes out, talk to me, hear nothing from me, now yu know how i feel everyday of my life

right now my brain is dead, thats when my randomness comes out, and also when i get random awkward brain farts haha, when my brain is not dead then im smarter and i dont forget things :D

seriously the music channel hitlist has hormonal problems, its favorite song to play is bow chicka wow wow lolz

Graduation

haha i always thought she had 8 different ethnicities, now i see she has 4 o.O where the heck has mind been going thinking 8 ethnicities haha

damn, time is so slow for me ever since i finished work, one minute is like forever lolz

I'm 50% korean, 45% irish, and 5% russian, though the first thing you see my eyes, korean doesnt even pop in your head, first thing outta your mouth to me is japanese, wow

LMFAO old pick up line that me marcy and junyah always bring up wen we play pick up line game lolz, my love for you is like diaarhea, i just cant hold it in LMFAO

she is getting tired and will be crashing soon, i wus ready for a night of posting on tumblr about me and her, but now i yawn, head hurtin, thats always signs of me going sleep soon too -.- uncool lolz

everytime i read your letters that you gave me from valentines day, and my b-day card that you gave me, i still get those butterflies and that big smile that i have wenever im with you, it never seems to run away, like something i always needed but could never have before, a smile and happiness that only you can give me

i might be changing the way i talk to you, but thats a good thing, it means im getting more comfortable talking to you in my regular way, but if your my love, which only one person is, and i start talking different, it just means that my love is growing stronger and that im getting alot alot more comfortable den usual with you ;D

LMFAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! me and jayr have same schedule alot, and we gonna be posting on the same topic tonite too, very strange haha but EPIC

relationships and people in my explanation haha, everyone has expectations, needs, requirements, some are picky, some arent, everyone just has a different veiw of people they want to be with, its up to you to either let them fall in love with your regular own self made self, or be a different person just to atleast grab their attention

love, break the word down, l.o.v.e. L - love O - Overprotective V - vicious E - endless this is what alot of people look at love today, why? i have no clue

dear haters, hi k bye, - my middle finger