SECOND DAY IN A ROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BESTESTESTESTEST DAY EVER IN THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just strictly cruz with my love, yesterday wus beach, walmart, fun factory and genki sushi, today wus her house, barrio, walmart, and my house, SERIOUSLY THE BEST EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;DDD
real truth : i seriously dont know what im doing, not at all, in everything i do, i am a fucking dumbass and im just trying to get through each day as fast as i can because i always get hurt sometime during each day. the hardest thing to do is letting go, and its true, right now i just dont know what to do, i feel like my world isslowly creating its own destruction and that the destruction is coming closer and closer with each passing second, i want to see the truth behind my life, i dont want to just get through each day to just live it, i want to know my purpose for my life, purpose in everything i do, if not then i just feel like its nothing at all, i just feel my world tumbling down right now :(
she is getting tired and will be crashing soon, i wus ready for a night of posting on tumblr about me and her, but now i yawn, head hurtin, thats always signs of me going sleep soon too -.- uncool lolz
everytime i read your letters that you gave me from valentines day, and my b-day card that you gave me, i still get those butterflies and that big smile that i have wenever im with you, it never seems to run away, like something i always needed but could never have before, a smile and happiness that only you can give me
i might be changing the way i talk to you, but thats a good thing, it means im getting more comfortable talking to you in my regular way, but if your my love, which only one person is, and i start talking different, it just means that my love is growing stronger and that im getting alot alot more comfortable den usual with you ;D
relationships and people in my explanation haha, everyone has expectations, needs, requirements, some are picky, some arent, everyone just has a different veiw of people they want to be with, its up to you to either let them fall in love with your regular own self made self, or be a different person just to atleast grab their attention
A thousand roses is what most people say shows their love, but all we need to do is be with each other and we feel it, they love their virginities and go to sexual extents to show their love, but all i would want is a hug, they say " i love you " to each other and expect sumthing back in return to see if the other agree's, i say " i love you " and its otay if you dont tell me it back because i can hear your heart yelling it back to me, true love is not in what things you get, what prices you pay, or what things must be done, its just knowing in your heart that the other person knows how much you love them and trusting and feeling the love from your significant other too.
Like seriously? just gtfo. Don’t get in between someone’s relationship. Knowing you’re the cause for the break up. Leaving someone heart broken. Just know that when they’re heart broken, they’re going to be in your position sitting there watching someone they love with another. Just don’t do that. When the time is right you’ll find someone. So don’t go taking other’s significant other.
today wus suppose to be the end of the world, everyone is freaking out still yet saying its just waiting till later on, what if its symbolic for something coming to an end, a person that dies, a church being closed down, OR MAYBE EVEN :) the ending of the seniors becuz their graduating, yupz that should be it :D
confession # 1 - whenever im irritated or angry, or created sumthing that wus part of those emotions, i start to feel guilty about it after, and in my moms words to explain it " you have a gud heart and your so nice that wen this happens, you feel guilty and it starts pulling on your heart becuz you just noticed that this isnt you so you try to fix it " she gives the best advice in the world.
you are insecure no matter how much you say your not, even when you say your no longer insecure, thats still you being insecure, you are secure when you have no need for anything else physical in this world
your gf is very lucky to have you, your nice, loving, caring, and you are never without a smile, and everytime i see you two together, you guys are always happy and having fun, you two were meant for each other and i wish you guys the best :D
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